I haven't been back on the forum a lot until about a month ago, Lydia, so I know what you mean. And I'm sorry to hear you were so sick. Please take good care of yourself. We need the peacemakers more than the combative ones! You help keep feisty people like me grounded, There is too much misunderstanding and touchiness and anger right now, but if we don't feed into it, maybe it will die down. Namaste.