Zorba
"The Veiled Male"
So, sod it, I am going back to belly dance and if it does not please others, it pleases me.
Sorry I didn't see this earlier - "You see ya, can't please everyone, so ya, gotta please yourself".
Its sounds like you've reached the stage where you dance not because you "want" to, but because you "have" to! Your body won't forget the joy, and you can't but help dance...