sansa
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On Thursday I'm auditioning for my instructor's belly dance performance troupe. I am SO nervous. Two years experience is required to audition; I have 8 months. 8 months! Back in the summer my instructor said, "You're coming to auditions, right?" I was stunned and think I stammered some answer or another. Then after our performance back at the beginning of the month one of the other students in my class, a new member to the troupe, mentioned to me that I should come. So obviously the instructor and at least one other person has confidence that I can do this. Only problem: I'm not so sure.
I've watched videos of the troupe. Some (well, many) of the skills I know I don't have yet. I do know that anyone who is in the troupe is required to take a specific more-advanced class every week before the troupe class, so I know the skills will be taught to me eventually. I'm just concerned because I really, REALLY want to be good at belly dance. I want to have solid technique. The more advanced class will include zills and veils and possibly other things.
Every time I think about it I get nervous again and my belly rolls - the inside, not the outside.
So I'm going but I'm going on the confidence of other people. I wonder if that's smart.
I've watched videos of the troupe. Some (well, many) of the skills I know I don't have yet. I do know that anyone who is in the troupe is required to take a specific more-advanced class every week before the troupe class, so I know the skills will be taught to me eventually. I'm just concerned because I really, REALLY want to be good at belly dance. I want to have solid technique. The more advanced class will include zills and veils and possibly other things.
Every time I think about it I get nervous again and my belly rolls - the inside, not the outside.
So I'm going but I'm going on the confidence of other people. I wonder if that's smart.