Tanglefoot
New member
...... is me , not the dance, for I love the dance, what I don't love is me and I don't love me because I don't know what I am. Yeah sure I am male but attracted to feminine pursuits including belly dance and recently Grandmother's sectrets by Rosina Fawzia Al Rawi brought that home to me, for I can feel what is being described but I am not female, I'm male albeit an XXY male, the Y being my unhappy appearance.
I have been learning bellydance six years now, twice a week a beginners class for technique practise and an advanced for new moves plus, but I can't dance in public despite wanting to and despite being urged to given my prowess because I am unhappy with myself through not knowing what I am in this bipolar world we all have to inhabit where one must be male or female and not just human and a dancer at that.
I have been learning bellydance six years now, twice a week a beginners class for technique practise and an advanced for new moves plus, but I can't dance in public despite wanting to and despite being urged to given my prowess because I am unhappy with myself through not knowing what I am in this bipolar world we all have to inhabit where one must be male or female and not just human and a dancer at that.